I am at a loss at what to do with my days, and wonder if I will ever be "needed" again. Some have suggested rescuing another dog, but I really cannot afford another one; and I do not want to outlive my dog.
So this few days without him have been empty and the grief has been profound. It gets a little better, but it is refusing to go, just yet. I guess he deserves a few days since he gave me so many good years of his life.
Again, thanks to all of you who have expressed your condolences here, online, and in person. So many of you know what it is like to lose a dog, that is not just a dog.
I next post will go back to the normal things I post.