This will be my last post on this site. They have been bought out by someone who wants to charge more. I will end it today. Thanks to all who have followed my musing's all these years.

The pandemic has messed up my normal life so much - not because I have been sick, but I have not been able to go and do my normal activities. I also am not driving any longer, but that has not hindered me, since I have a dear neighbor who will take me wherever I need to go. But I am "out of sorts" as the saying goes.

I am tired of watching TV, and not being able to mix with my neighbors as much. We also are not having that many activities here at the apartment for several reasons, so I do not see my neighbors as often. We do talk some on the phone, but that is not the best communication here.

I have been in touch with my friends who are living elsewhere to make sure they are well, but their lives are so different, too, that we have very little to talk about once we catch up on personal things.

I have read and watched reruns on TV until I am tired of both. I miss the camaraderie that we once had here, but my neighbors are mainly getting together with family. I do not have any family close so that could be it, too. Maybe now that things are getting a bit closer to normal, we can start getting together again.

And all of this angst could just be me...As I said, I got rid of my car so I cannot just take a drive to the beach to refresh myself or just get out to see what is going on here. I guess this is what getting old is about. But I am not ready for this. I will have to find something to do about it.

Hope you all are healthy and coping, well with the circumstances. As the old saying goes, "this to shall pass." I just want it to pass now.

With the pandemic my trips to the outside world have become necessary trips to get groceries or other needed purchases. Since I do not drive now and my former driver is recovering from health issues, another dear friend and neighbor here at the apartment has been taking me whenever and wherever I need to go.

My recently developed dizziness is getting better. I have an appointment with my doctor in about a week, so she will check me out, I am sure.  

One of my friends took me to Walgreens yesterday and it was nice to get out in the world again. Today, I will probably be staying at home, but my traveling shoes want to go. Unfortunately, my body screams "no" too often.

No other news - life right now is rather boring.

Feeling so much better today. I am not as dizzy and am thinking more clearly. I think having my new window air conditioner has helped my clarity a lot. Maybe there is hope I will return to normal (whatever that is for me.). 

It is still very quiet here. My good friend and neighbor came by late yesterday afternoon on her way to feed our stray cats. The Humane Society and many of us residents give her food to feed all the beautiful kitties that are dumped here from a poor neighborhood near us. 

I transferred my wallet and keys to the new purse that was given to me yesterday. It is ready for when I brave the world to shop for food, meds, etc. I really would like to go to Walgreens this week. Hopefully someone can take me. It is very close by and will not involve a lot of their time.

I hope you all have a quiet and peaceful Sunday.

I am in seclusion because of the pandemic - along with all of my neighbors. Seeing some of them occasionally outside of our apartments is an uplifting experience during this crazy time. 

I do go occasionally down to our common area and visit with some other cabin fever residents. And amazingly I talk to some of my neighbors by phone more often than seeing them.

Those of you who have known me for a long time know that I do not do isolation well. I crave people and their interesting or not so interesting lives. I am not a loner, nor have I ever been one unless ill. And believe it or not, my three shots and booster appear to be working.

This morning I had a delightful surprise coming after a restless night. I was still in my caftan - had not gotten dressed and was just watching all the kid's programs that are on CBS on Saturday- about dogs, other animals, and good people doing good things.

I had a quiet knock at the door - even Riley did not hear it. I opened up a crack and there stood one of my neighbor's very good friend. He is more like a son to her than just a friend. He gave me a beautiful little purse to carry (and I needed one) for summer. He said he was sorry I was not doing well, and if I needed him to drive me anywhere or help in any way, just tell my neighbor.

That touched me so deeply. I will use that purse starting today. And I will tell my darling neighbor about his kindness. She has been so instrumental in the way he has turned out. He was basically an orphan who had not been loved and she was there for him. They are different races and their story and relationship speaks volumes about getting along with everyone.

So dear friends, have good day. The sun is shining here in Florida outside patio and inside my heart.

I am battling dizziness from my fall and my extreme weight loss. It appears when my mind was on vacation, I forgot to eat. I have lost about 25 pounds. This is a good thing, but since it was fast, I think that is partly the cause of my dizziness, I have an appointment with my doctor early next month and my prescriptions might need to be adjusted. I have a dear friend who is a nurse, and she agrees with me.

Other than that, things are going pretty well. Riley is doing well and loving all the sitting and cuddling. I have been taking it really easy - only going out when necessary. But I have had to stop driving. I even got rid of my car because it needed a new $300 Florida tag, and a fortune to fix the alternator, more than a pensioner can afford.

Giving the car up was the hardest thing to do, but I have great neighbors who are willing to take me to the few places I need to visit. I am hating to have to admit that I am old now. Remember from a very bad illness years ago, I was told I had aged my body by ten years. I am feeling that now. 

For a while after the fall, I was using a walker a friend loaned me. Now I do not need it as much, but I am taking it with me for certain trips where I have to walk far and there are no shopping baskets to push.

I am better every day, and I am able to walk farther each time I take Riley out. I am planning on a shopping trip in a few days- a very short one, but I need some things I cannot order from the grocery store (to be delivered).

And a doctor's visit is coming next month. I will get all the "numbers" then - I just want to get my strength back. I doubt I will do much more than shop occasionally and go to the doctor, but I want to be able to go and do it without problems. (major problems).

On another note - my air is still out - going on 5 months and it is getting hot. A repairman did come by a few weeks ago and diagnosed what is wrong. Management told me they finally got approval for the "board" that is needed, Now if it is not in Japan (it is a Mitsubishi) it should be installed soon.

Sometimes I feel like I am in purgatory paying for my sins. But I know it is just my life that is going wrong-, as it has over the years. But I will keep on trudging along for as long as it takes.

-I have fallen again -backwards this time, twice in one day. I did not trip. I just fainted. Both times I could not get up with dead leg muscles, and I had to dial 911 for the firemen to come and pick me up. The second time they came I got a lecture that if they came again, they would take me to the hospital. I sat in my recliner for the rest of the day.

I have remained upright for the time being, but I am very dizzy when I stand. I make sure I have my cane with me. For the first few days after the fall, I used the walker a friend loaned me. I move slowly now to make sure I do not fall again. 

I do have an appointment with my doctor next month and I will tell her about this, and I seem to be losing weight - which is a good thing, 25 pounds so far.

I am so much better now. I can walk Riley in the morning, very slowly, but I can walk. I am also practicing walking down our hall in the morning and at night. I can hold on to the handrail. A nurse friend told me that she does this every night - she has had several heart attacks and is very weak.

I wish I had some good news. None of my neighbors or friends have gotten the virus. I believe they did what my neighbor and I did. We went to the health department for first two shots and then my grocery store was offering boosters last fall, so we got one.

Nothing fun or exciting is happening right now. Our pool is closed. Our grounds need some work, since they are looking neglected. Some representatives for the owners were here a few weeks ago, and they were not happy. There are rumors our management will be changing in July. Keep your fingers crossed that is this happens, and we get a good one like the one we had when we opened.

I will post soon even if it is boring stuff like this, so you know I am alive and well. I love your visiting my site after all these years. I thought of just disbanding it, but I see people still visit. So, I will keep going.

Happy Spring!

I am still here. I am having trouble negotiating my own website. It might be just me since I keep falling and hitting my head. I fell twice last week in the same morning. I had to call 911 because my arms and legs are not strong enough  to get up by myself. The firemen always show up first and the second time they told me if I called them again they were taking me to hospital. They had a nurse with them and she checked me out and actually moved my coffee table so I had to go to the other side of it to get to the door to let Riley out. I made myself sit in my recliner all morning, until my meds took effect. I am still a bit dizzy, but doing much better. I even was able to walk Riley on his nighttime walk and his morning walk. I am on the mend, I guess.

Life other than that is pretty boring. I rarely see anyone - they call, even the friends living here. We all have pandemic blues and it looks like there is a light at the end of the tunnel. We have a newer resident who has decided we need to do game, night,, crafts night, and even a potluck night. She has appointed herself to organize it. When I feel less dizzy, I plan to attend. I might meet some of my new neighbors, in addition to seeing some "ole" friends.

We have exterminators (I call them bug men) who come every so often and spray for bugs. However not every apartment is done. After 7 years and living in Florida, the bug capital of the US, I am having to fight them like I did when I moved here. I actually caught one coming in through the electrical socket. I have taped all that are not used with strong tape. I am doing this because it appears some of my neighbors above me do not care if they have bugs and I want to discourage their visitors from entering my apartment. Now that I am feeling a little better, I will begin my search for orifices to block,

Hope you have a wonderful Sunday and week. Mine will be quiet.

I have Cox TV for my interest and phone. The last two days I tried to upgrade and add TV since we are having lousy weather and I am home all the time. I just spent several hours of my life on the phone trying to add cable. I finally have a technician coming out tomorrow to set it up. 

This morning for some reason, nothing wanted to work. I have internet and phone with Cox, but I did not have service this morning. AND THE BILL HAS BEEN PAID.

​I had to go over to my neighbor's apartment and use his phone to contact them. Mine was not working since it is part of the Cox Plan. 

So today and tomorrow I will be reading books and using my laptop - which is still working, and I have Roku so I can watch some old TV shows and movies. I will have to watch the news on my laptop, as well.

​sigh!!!!